Insecurities

Hello all, Dusty here,

When thinking about posting pictures of myself online I was not too keen at first.  Most people think that women have more prevalent body issues but in our case, it's me!

Elle has always been ripped with a true hardbody.  I've always been a somewhat of a lean and fit guy.  I have kind of a weird body type in that my shoulders are massively wide giving me a gigantic looking upper body. You would think that's a good thing but it was always hard for my muscles to catch up and most of the time I just end up looking like a much smaller Mr. Incredible.  Due to some circumstances about a year ago, I was not able to get to a gym or go out and run much.  I have always been somewhat of an athlete so with my body as run down as it was I was not too happy.  Naturally, I did not want to put myself out there if I wasn't 100% comfortable with myself.  I have to admit, I was mostly just turned on by the idea of Elle letting me take pictures of her (maybe videos eventually...right babe?) doing all sorts of loving things around her, on her and in her.  Lately I've been able to get back into my old routine and have started to get a little more intense.  I'm not where I want to be yet, but I'm getting there.  Apologies for my rough edges (er..round I should say) but I'm working to get it where I was/need to be.  I appreciate all the kind responses and encouragement I've gotten so far.  I've come to notice and feel that no matter what your body looks like, you can't fully enjoy yourself and others unless you are comfortable in your own skin.  The Make Love Not Porn movement focuses a lot on preconceived notions of sex, fucking and lovemaking.  One of the biggest for me is that most guys in porn are freaking jacked.  Well I ain't like that at the moment...probably won't ever be on that level.  That became much less of an issue when I started dating Elle.  As much as I love her she has never judged me on anything let alone looks, cock size, hairy body, etc.  Elle makes me feel comfortable in every state of dress or undress...so thank her for these pictures and this blog!  Hopefully we can provide you with all the naughty information and entertainment you want. 

Alright, done with my bitchin and moaning (maybe not the moaning)....ON WITH THE BLOG!

Hey, hey let me add my own thoughts here Dusty! There are a lot of times I do not feel so sexy. Especially since I am seeing my post baby body in the pictures we are sharing with the world. While taking the pictures I was thinking "oh this will be easy", but it actually was kind of hard to get the pictures we were trying to show. So I am not going to apologize for how I look, because I have come a long way with how I looked the day after giving birth (thank god!). So I'm happy where I am but feel I have a long way to go. That being said we are still going to put ourselves out there.